it's weird cause i think all the time about killing myself, and like whenever i see a subway train coming i want to jump in front of it, or if i'm on a tall building i want to jump off, and whenver i take a pill i want to swallow the whole bottle, and i could go on like that but i'll run out of space, but i think you get the point. but the weird part is that then i'll think that i'm sick totally irrationally, like this medication i was taking made me constipated and i was totally convinced that my intestines were going to fall out of my butt, and things like that that i know don't make sense but i'll still worry about them, but anyhow, i'll be completely terrified of dying, but how can i want to die but also be completely terrified of dying? it doesn't make any sense!
2007-01-27
19:58:14
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shadow of a girl
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