I had a pit-bull/lab mix dog. Her name was Athena and she was so beautiful; she was the sweetest dog I have ever known. She loved everybody. We took her to get spayed, she was barely 2 years old, and she developed renal failure. I decided it would be best if my boyfriend and I were with her when they had to put her down. I didn't want her to be alone, her death was inevitable, so we agreed to have her put down so she would suffer no more. Well, we watched, and held her while she died. I have never cried so hard in my life. Now, I can not sleep without a light on, and her death keeps repeating over and over in my head. It wont go away. I keep seeing the moment when she died, when she stopped breathing, when my baby got taken away from me. Please, does anybody have advice? This is killing me. I loved her so much.....
2007-01-27
17:55:05
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