i have no real family, no real friends, no true support... every one that does something for me lets me know they do me a favor, I have never had and true love without stipulations or them playing with me.
Now my male friend who is completely un-understanding, of the torture and abuse that i have endured while with him, from his family memebers he tells me to leave! hes making me work my way back into his heart becauae he says i have no common sense??? i was so depressed that i self mutilate, over take anti depressents and im afraid and feel i have to defend myself. but he still gets angry at me and says what i do adds up.
so now i have to earn his care and stuff because of these mistakes i have made, now he tells me everyday im fat, stupid, he dosent know what hes gonna do, hes gonna take out other women.. knowing i have no where to go
but im fed up and im going to try and find a safe way to kill myself because i am tired and dont want to fight anymore...
i want help!
2006-12-17
15:24:03
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uabgurl22
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Mental Health