I used to use drugs on a recreational basis, have done on & off for significant period of time. After my hubby & I sep/div I went of rails & would get totally ruined on a weekend, when I was high nothing else mattered & the world was a nicer place.
I have a little girl & have also had problems dealing with things from my past, it got to the stage where recreational use caused problems in my normal everyday life. I never used around my daughter but the come downs started to effect me mentally, I was depressed anyway and this left me feeling suicidal.
I DONT DO anything at all now but 3 friends do, everytime we hook up I ask they dont bring anything because I know I will be tempted & have been. Last weekend I arranged a meal out with the believe that nothing of this nature would take place but within 5 mins of leaving the restaurant they were snorting in the loo and I went mad with them.
Am I wrong to be disappointed with them, they've said it's because I have new BF!
2006-10-25
03:34:41
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