About 2 months ago, ON OUR 2YEAR ANIVERSARY, she left me, only saying that she's young and want 2 concentrate on her career. I was devistated and am still struggeling to accept it. now, a week ago, I found out that she's already kissed another boy, which is killing more that anything I have ever encountered. I've had a panic attack and am using medication now to help me handle things. Ive spoke to her, and she's confirmed that she's kiss the dude (Who is her age) but that she's not keen for a relationship with him or anyone. He is moving away very soon, but I just can't believe that she's already kissed someone else. I want her back so badly, but she's said that she doesnt want to get back together with me, or not right now. I cant stand waiting untill that day or wondering when it will come. I love her so much and can offer her so much more. I'm killing myself with thoughts and making myself paranoid. I dont want to become a stalker ex, but just be there for her. I love her so much.
2006-09-10
01:17:01
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toodead2bury
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Mental Health