I'm a Japanese engeged with an English guy I was with last year. We've dated for 10 months, entered a long distance, he came to Japan and proposed to me this July.
I wanted to be married to a person with stable income, but he was a contract IT programer (450 pounds a day, which might not be bad at all), and he needs to look for jobs everytime he changes projects. I never understood that mentality. I feel very worried about it.
At the same time, my very successful best friend proposed to me suddenly. He always told me that he loved me, but I thought that was about our friendship. It actually wasn't... he has the same value and view of life, and he's a lot mature than my current bf...
I was really in a mess last week. I thought of canceling my engagement, because it's not best to make big decision when everything is confusing...but today my fiance's mother was told she has cancer, and might die soon.
I can't stop crying... I feel like I can't tell my worries to him at all now...
2007-10-22
04:18:49
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