my brother was sent away at four in the morning without his previous knowledge, and i didnt' get to say goodbye. i have been banned from all my friends because my parents don't approve of them, and have at times contemplated and almost fulfilled suicide. i have cut myself before, and am having a hard time staying away from that addictive habit. my boyfriend is the only thing between me and madness.
my parents won't buy me things that i need. not want, actually NEED. they are perfectionists, and refuse to allow me personal space. my dad goes through my room, my mom reads my journals and gets my secrets.
i want to move out when i turn sixteen, but my parents refuse to allow me, instead wanting to send me to a youth correctional facility in St.George. my religious culture is pressuring me to be the perfect 'mormon', and i hate it.
i have been to counciling for a year now, and all of my councillors say that i am a normal average kid with a little bit of depression.
am i crazy or not?
2007-05-03
05:41:46
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-Nessa-
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