I came from a predominantly Catholic country where homosexuality is being frowned upon. I have a humble family. My aged parents are still around (bless them). My siblings are all professionals, married and have family of their own, except me. I am trying very hard to act as a straight guy. Despite all these, I still manage to discreetly satisfy my sexual needs.
I am in the prime of my life and I still am confused. I wanted to simply let go of my real self, have a partner to share my life with but I am worried about what people might say about my family. Perhaps, I can take all the ridicule, but my heart goes with my family. I can't imagine how devastated they would be, more so embarrased, if my true personality will be known to everyone.
I envy those that have lived their true lives and were lucky of being accepted by friends and family.
2007-01-24
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