I am ashamed cuz I am going thru my 3rd divorce and feel that no one will ever want me cuz of it. I've got my faults, but tend to pick abusive men & now it's been over a year since I've been with my soon to be ex and feel as if everyone will run the other way. I am seeing a counsellor, trying to make sure the next person is right for me, but I feel like a total failure. I just want a normal relationship. I know some of you will probably think it's better to be alone, but it's not human nature to want that. I have been very lonely and at times have considered trying to stop the divorce, but I know that I can't do that to my children anymore. I started dating someone and he told me last night that his family and friends mentioned how scary, she has been divorced 3 times... I haven't stopped crying about it... I am 44 and feel like such a failure... I just want to be loved and not hit or verbally abused.
2007-05-16
08:26:40
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Oula
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Marriage & Divorce