I have dealt with this problem for years. It effects me when I'm alone, at work, hobbies, with company, in public, everywhere. I fear that I will loose everything : girls, jobs, friends, family and bad things will happen if I think of these horrible thoughts. I pray and swear words, sexual, violent and evil (like the devil's name) flood through my mind, sometimes it's like I'm searing at God, Jesus, Mary and other Holy people. I WOULD NEVER WANT TO SAY OR THINK THAT! People are noticing me real depressed and even talking to myself because I'm trying to repent and beg for Forgivness. The same thing happens when I just daydream or wish for things. I fear of loosing everything if I think them. I know this is irrational, but I can't stop thinking/fearing them! I don't want anything bad to happen to someone or something OR lose out with someone or something because I keep thinking sinful thoughts. I want to be the best Christian I can be. Is this OCD? PLEASE HELP?
2007-03-24
05:13:43
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