I feel nothing but pain right now. We:
have bodies given to decay
get older & fall apart
can't really do as we wish (no true free will) due, being poor
are told "God" loves us, even as he takes all our choices away
are told we need God, & WILL depend on him
All this mess doesn't make me happy. It seems God is too ego filled & forces us to depend on him under a guise that we have "free will" which really seems false to me.
Because many things I wish to do, I am cursed to remain poor or something. I don't understand. Is this God's way to make me see I need him? If so, I feel rather like peeing on him, than being his slave.
He never helps me when I need it down here, why do I ever care to do anything for him? I don't care how much hell power he has. I could care less if he burns me forever.
I just want God to get the hell out of my life, leave me alone to do what I want to do, or never bother me again. I detest all attempts to control or use me
I'll be glad when I die? God is cruel!
2007-03-06
04:49:03
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