I'm a girl, I'm 16 and I lead a quite happy life - I have enough friends, I do well at school, I get on with my parents ect. And sometimes I am happy; as I feel I should be. But sometimes I feel really very unhappy, quite often for no reason it can last for ages and then I feel happy again. I cant stand people knowing that I feel unhappy. When I get unhappy I sometimes (and god, I know this is stupid, I can't belive I do it) cut myself. Other times I become obsessed with my friends/family dying (again I know - stupid). Other times I think about killing myself. Now I know I'm a teenager and everyone goes though stuff like this - and if this is just normal teenage stuff that is good, I can live like this and hopefully I will grow out of it. I just dont want to end up like I did I few years ago when I was very unhappy indeed and ended up trying to kill myself (really unsucsessfully) or like my dad who has manic depression. I think I am pretty normal I'd just like to be happier.
2006-10-30
10:03:18
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Emily W
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