I have gone two days with no effexor, four days with no alcohol and yes I did cut down slowly on the effexor, not as slow as I could have but I want off! I feel like it hasn't helped being on the stuff for six years because I have still lost some of my friends, my husband hasn't changed his attitude toward me and I still feel like crying all the time. The only thing keeping me here is my son. My husband thinks I am better because I dont talk about suicide, I don't talk about it because he said he would leave me if I talked about it any more. If I am true to myself, everyone hates me, if I do what they want, they just want more. I have to know who I am before I make any more decisions, I am not myself on drugs, I am the watered down version of myself that is a little more socially acceptable. I am missing out on my son's trick or treating tonight, I can hardly see straight. I feel like there are electric shocks hitting me, I feel angry and I'm crying. I feel like a failure, help
2006-10-31
13:18:51
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