ive been lonely all my life....suffered abuse, bullying and trauma.....im 30 with bpd and ptsd.
ive never made any friends...never had any relationships with any girl....never been employed or gained qualifications.....live in a one bedroom apartment on welfare.
i strongly feel at times that its been this way because my life has been being controlled, has been prevented from going the way id like it to go.
like...only certain people i can talk to.....those who are veted and approved by the unknown persecutors..
people and girls who id like to no..all told to stay away from me...not associate with me.......there might be a girl that i like.....but im not allowed to go near her or get involved......she is told to not go near me..
like im not being allowed to go my own way in life....im being made to do it there way......im being watched..
girls that i like are a no no for me....their being told to ostracize me......only the special selected, veted girls i can associate with
2007-10-23
13:37:50
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