ruined my hopes, my dreams and oppurtunities on purpous....because this is what i think at times.
when i think about how i was abused, traumatised, victimized, bullied growing up at the hands of others around me...then because of all this i got mental health problems....
then i went off the rails then and committed a crime got in with the wrong crowd...then the system locked me up, put me through the psychiatric system and the jail system..messing my life up , giving me unwanted labels & a crim record i never wanted...which will in turn in the present effect me trying to achieve my goals & aspirations...employment oppurtunities..emmigration oppurtunities ( because that is my number 1 ambition, to move away from the uk)~
and originally all this wasnt my fault, i was a product of my environment..
so can anyone understand that at the age of 30 now i feel people, society ,the system,or whatever has ruined my life on purpous?
i have bpd to,i feel theyve brandished me now & im ruined
2007-07-25
06:52:58
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