when I am around people because I don't think about it as much. But when I am alone, it's freakin' awful! All I do is dwell on dying, not just me but the people that mean the most to me. I think most of it is because I lost my sister when I was really young and it's embedded in my mind. I keep picturing her the way she died, instead of having good thoughts about her. And sometimes, when I'm laying in bed with my girlfriend and she's sleeping, I cry. Why? I just can't stand the thought of not having her around. But I don't want to worry about it, I know I should be focusing about the good times and it's hard to do. What is wrong with me? And what can I do?
2007-06-25
22:14:09
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spielberg
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Mental Health