I think maybe because I had to come to terms with my mortality at such a young age (I had a nearly fatal Asthma attack when I was 8, I was in ICU for 3 days) I think about this more than I should. Every time I think about dying, I get that cold feeling in the pit of my stomach and it spreads through my whole body. I cant shake it off. I'm absolutly terrified that I HAVE to die and there is nothing I can do about it. It has gotten worse the last couple of years. I got married, and he is a Marine. He served in Iraq and that intensified my worries. I'm so much more afraid now that I have someone who loves me, and who I love. I hate that someday I will be seperated from him, forever. I'm 21 years old, and I feel that I worry about this much more than I should. I think the word 'dread' best sums it up. Is there anything I can DO to help this? I'm not sure that I believe in heaven or hell, or even reincarnation (although that thought gives me the most comfort.) Can anyone help me?
2007-06-25
20:56:09
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Cali_wife12306
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