Ever since I got my iPod taken away from me at Christmas, due to the fact that my secret came out about self-mutilation, although I did quit a good two months before that, I fear my life is just going downhill.
I joined the swim team, but now, two months into it, I'm bored of it. I do not want to go, I do not wish to go, I just want to stay at home and sleep or something.
I've always been an outstanding student in school, but I've lately wondered about the meaning of school. I realzied that I didn't like doing the projects, and I wasn't sure what I was doing. I'm only thirteen, but I am a freshmen in high school, and I am wondering what I want to do with my life.
I have a hard time making decisions, I've constasntly growing enormously dependent on people, and I'm afraid to express myself. My mom has found the journals I have wrote in, and that just adds on to everything that's going wrong.
I'm going to add more details...
2007-03-23
18:30:50
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