Here is my dilemma: I have suffered from severe depression and anxiety for many years now! I am in my late thirties. i married young and was blessed with three beautiful children. My illness became mech worse as I got into my mid twenties. I also have chron's disease. The past 3 or 4 years have been extremely rough with my illnesses, I feel totally hopeless and worthless and suicide is always on my mind. I have had attempts and numerous hospitalizations and have been going for counseling for years. I look around and everyone I know has success, I didn't finish college, have no career, and just am so lacking compared to everyone I know. I used to be very attractive and have gained lots of weight also! I feel I have nothing except my kids and soon they won't need me! My husband and I have no relationship really, we just exist. We don't really fight, there is just nothing. I am a big waste of space as far as I am concerned, I wish my life would just end! Killing myself seems right!
2007-03-06
15:28:27
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