im struggling with my ed right now and i feel like im being put under all this stress from multiple things. i feel like i'll never be pretty, thin, smart, or popular enough for everyone. i also feel like im "forced" to be perfect in every way shape and form. it feels like im being pulled from one side saying that weight doesnt matter and i should be happy when i eat food because you need it in order to live, but another side says that when i eat im eating too much, i need to lose weight in order to survive in life, carbs are my enemy, calories are terrible, and many other things. everyday i put on a facade like everything is peachy keen and everything is fine, when deep down i feel extremely dissapointed with myself and ugly i am and many other things. i might be feeling depression but i just dont know anymore. all i want to do is purge more more more more and more until i can reach my ideal weight.i think if im thin im close to perfection. HOW DO I OVERCOME THIS WITHOUT A CLINIC?
2007-01-23
13:45:56
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just jess™
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