If you met me today you would think I was the happiest go lucky person you've met, however on and off in my life I have been consistenly depressed.
Its not ALL during the year but when I do get depressed it gets to the point of me wanting to find a gun, even though I know I would NEVER pull the trigger, but the thought is still there.
I dont let anyone see me this way, but alone by myself (in my room, and in my head) I feel as if the world is moving but I am not, and honestely my body feels numb (like the numb you feel when you lose somebody close to you) and not to sound "girly" but I also feel that I am on the verge of tears (and yes sometimes "do" cry)
What I was wondering is this a normal depression that everybody goes through, or a depression where I just need to find a hobby to clear it up?
PS I really am not looking for sympathy, just want to know if anybody went through this and what did they do about it.
PSS Please no "I am on the rag" jokes
2006-12-28
20:54:36
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