I had depression since last year and through to arpil 06.
I had to pretend i was ok form that point because my mum and nan thought i was faking it. I had counselling appointments for about 6 months, and i had to stop them because i could deal with my mum and nan.
Now i am feeling really bad and wish i kept going to the appointmetns. I have paranoia, i am feeling really down, hate the way i look, hate everything about myself.
I cant go and see my doctor because he wont put me on medication and i cant have another counselling appointment because i have to pay for them unless my mum knows, which i cant tell her.
Im in a real mess here, i dont know what to do.
If anyone has any advice please help me.
And please dont ramble on about religion. If god was real he would have helped me.
2006-09-22
07:27:49
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Daisy W
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Mental Health