I've suffered from depression since childhood, have been cutting myself for a while as well. I thought that was bad enough, but recently I've been taking up the practice of throwing up my dinner. I just get so disgusted with myself that it has to come out. This is something I really don't want or need to be doing. I know of all the health risks and that such, but most of the time (At least when I'm purging) I just don't care.
Have I tried therapy? Yes. I hated that arrogant, pedantic little doctor and I really don't want to meet another one. I honestly think I"m too scared to try another doctor, because I really don't want to be told what to do and how screwed up I am. (Well, one was of a mind to tell me how ridiculous he thought I was. Few doctors will even listen to you if you're borderline.)
So, I don't really want to see a therapist, and I doubt anyone can convince me to, but I need to kick this bulimic habit before it become a problem, and alone. Suggestions PLEASE.
2006-09-18
19:59:37
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