If you're reading all of this, then I really appreciate it. I've been suffering from ups and downs of depression for the past 3-4 years; as well as feelings of low self-worth esteem. I'm currently in my last year of highschool and I'm just not sure if I can make it. I've pushed through for so long..and I'm long overdue for my release. I think I know the cause of all of my mental tourmoil..You see, in 7th and 8th grade I was severaly teased on a daily basis, and it does wonders to your mind. I healed some over time, but the feelings of low esteem, feeling below everyone else, and fear of others still remained.From 9 to 11th grade I healed alittle more, but still, I felt bad about myself. And because of that weak point in my life, I was still teased somewhat 9-11th grade because I did nothing to stand up for myself. I know I should've told someone, or stood up..but one cannot understand the feeling unless it happens to you. I dont want my grades to drop, so should I homescool or stay?
2006-08-25
14:48:12
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Kitty
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Mental Health