Sometimes, and I know how cliche and common this sounds, but I feel like things don't matter. Even when I'm at my own party, hanging out with friends, there's just this... shadow of loneliness. But friends never know because you just smile indulgently and go along with things, but... even when there's all the people you care about with you, it just seems like it's not enough. Has that happened to you before?
When you feel like you're alone in the world, even though you have people who care about you and who you care about right beside you?
It's weird. Because the way I put it, it sounds like i'm ungrateful. But I love all my friends-- it just still seems like something's missing.
Lately, I've been thinking about the meaning of life. Nothing seems to come up, except that the only reason I'm trying to hard to live is to not let the people who depend on me down. I'm living out of obligation.
2006-08-06
13:53:36
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Zyxxin
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Mental Health