I am 17, and mentally I am a wreck. I have been depressed for years, I feel lost in my head, lethargic, sometimes moody, insecure, mostly feel miserable and my moods go back and forth throughout the day, talk to myself, socially isolated from the world, pretend I am other people, etc. One minute my mood's pretty good, next minute, something might trigger me and I might be suicidal or feel so worthless and want to die, etc. I find myself becoming more isolated to where I lock the doors from my parents and it makes me feel more secure, for no reason whatsoever. It seems I wake up so often fatigued throughout most of the day, lethargic, and then late at night, I gain ton of energy, pace the floors, feeling creative and I can't sleep and am up all night, full of ideas... then suddenly I get exhausted and feel mentally drained. Sometimes I can feel both fatigued and energized at the same time, if it makes sense. I'm a musician, self-taught, and it's about the only thing I can do well.
2006-08-08
23:37:05
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Reginald VelJohnson
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Mental Health