I suffer from SEVERE depression, which I am currently being treated for. I've made huge strides in recognizing I am a worthwhile person, but I'm pretty sure I'm ugly.
People tell me I'm not, but I know I am. I'm scrawny (which women say they don't like), I'm short, and I have ugly-colored hair. I think I'm funny and a good person to know, but I lack sexiness, whatever makes a woman think of you as a hottie instead of a friend. I can even get women somewhat, but I want to be attractive physically, and I don't think wanting to be mildly hot is too much to ask. And women are nice and say it doesn't matter, but all the women I know in real life agree physical attraction (like a nice body and hair) make a guy a lot sexier.
I feel like trying to fix myself by dying my hair and working out (maybe taking some steroids), but not all that I hate about myself can be fixed. I don't know what to do. Does anyone have any advice?
2007-10-11
20:45:47
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