i told my teacher, i had to, i was cutting my legs and it had gotten too deep, and it hurt to walk, and we had P.E. that day, so i told him. and he went to the principal, the whole faculty knows now, and so do my parents. they had to hold me down it order to find them. now i feel like i have no one to go to, my friends get all freaked out, so i can't go to them. i used to trust my teacher, but i don't any more, i don't trust my parents, and i don't know why. typing all this out is hard for me, i...i think i might end up cutting again, and i don't want to, i want to stop, but i can't, it's like an addiction. the over all question is, how do i get myself to quit. the rubber band snapping thing doesn't work for me, i've tried it before. i know i need help, but i don't trust anybody i know to help, i wish there was something that could get rid if this feeling i have. i had thoughts of suiside, but i don't anymore, usually.
2006-11-24
12:30:16
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