When I was a teen I made mistakes and they were harsh and cruel. I apologized sincerely, but for 6 months I was punished and though I pleaded for their trust and forgiveness they were extremely cruel and didn't give. Now I'm 24, a biologist, doing well in my life, the girl they wanted. But since my teen years I've been so resentful that I avoid them and haven't seen them for more than 4 years. For 3 months they've kept callng me every day, want to fix our relatioship, say they love me. Sometimes this upsets me, but I don't want a relationship w/ them. It's damaged for life, impossible to fix it,impossible to pretend nothing happened.Could we have a relationship based on love and trust? I guess not, there will always be wounds, and if we can't have a relationship as good as it was many years ago, I'd better not have any relationship at all. I'm pregnant, in 7 months will be a mom, and it's unthinkable i'll ever be so harsh on my kid, even if he messes up. Im already a MOM to him
2007-06-08
09:41:21
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