that im 30, live alone in a one bedroom flat, feel extremely lonely and empty, have coped with a long term mental health problem (borderline personality disorder).....have never made a single friend in life or never been in a relashionship with a girl.....hardly own any posessions, live on welfare...have never been employed because of my mental health condition......live with a painfull past full of abuse and trauma and bullying.....i have the ability to assess and process the damage thats been done to me at the hands of others........plus
as i sit here i endure painfull thoughts of how i wish my life was, have goals and ambition that seem far out of reach..impossible to achieve, which are : a loving girlfriend , having friends who care, having fun, feeling happy and secure..owning my own home, to live with my partner in...and finally my ultimate wish: to emigrate from england to the u.s or canada or australia...just to build a new life else where..& and as i sit here alone tonight..
2007-07-28
08:39:03
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