I have been married for almost 6 years and headed for a divorce. I love my wife dearly and I want to be strong, but it is almost impossible. She is my strength...but she always uses that where I'm weak. I want to be stronger, but I don't want to hurt/lose her. I have several downfalls.
I am an acoholic. I drink at least a pint a day, but I usually don't get drunk. I know I need to stop and I want her to help...but she says it's up to me.
I smoke weed. I blaze every day and smoke Blacks/cigarettes when I'm not. I am a smoker.
I procrastinate. I say a million things that should be done and do about 10 of them.
I am out of shape. I am 6'2 and 225 with an "okay" build. I'm not fat, but I ain't what I used to/could be.
I am argumentative. I like to talk about things in depth. I know I should just let some things go, but it's nearly impossible.
I do love her as I said. I never cheated, hit her, or failed my financial responsibilities.
Now she doesn't even want friendship. Answers?
2007-07-28
23:43:49
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Marriage & Divorce