i neva had a good life, n i dnt think i eva will. i grew up bein taught that everything happenin to me is my fault. dont gotta family, n only a couple good friends who keep me goin. i gotta history of anxiety attacks n i just had one past wednesday. i lost my job last month, kinda loosin my faith too. friends pullin away from me, i been single n lonely all my life. im worried i might loose my SSI. nobody cares to help me out, and people make it worse, i think i should die. i aint gonna do nuthin though, cuz my lil brother gonna be worse off than he already is. my one friend today cussed me out n said she dont care if i die. when otha people stressed out they expect me to help them, but nobody cares/believes/understands that im so stressed i dont feel good. im scared i might loose my apartment, and im broke. eversince i was born, nobody wanted to help me out, and blame me for everything. im never accepted, n i think i dont deserve love. im the trash can of society.
2007-04-08
18:54:43
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Mental Health