all my life I asked God for a wife, at age 23 I lost my mind desiring a wife. During my insanity and depresion, I picked up homosexuality in my thoughts...strong, gayness in my eyes by long time lonliness, I only really started going gay around 27, I guess....now I am a man that went to God, perfectly straight till I was 22, thought and struggled with gayness for 5 yrs...now my eyes have gone gay.I have not stoped blasheming him for 2 yrs straight with the lack of providing for one of his children. You have no I idea my hate. Every time I get these gay moments I struggle and threw it off, I start to twich, and this snarl goes on my face and threw my soul. I have even had moments my body lunges like a fist inside my body. so hear it is, a man goes to God for a wife, God gets insulted, tries to make the man gay, man finds his hearts desire has been mocked by the one who says he loves him, by giving him somthing he did not want or ask for.......
how does one forgive his gay God?Jesus?
2007-07-20
05:31:06
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