all my life I asked God for a wife, at age 23 I lost my mind desiring a wife. During my insanity and depresion, I picked up homosexuality in my thoughts...strong, gayness in my eyes by long time lonliness, I only really started going gay around 27, I guess....now I am a man that went to God, perfectly straight till I was 22, thought and struggled with gayness for 5 yrs...now my eyes have gone gay.I have not stoped blasheming him for 2 yrs straight with the lack of providing for one of his children. You have no I idea my hate. Every time I get these gay moments I struggle and threw it off, I start to twich, and this snarl goes on my face and threw my soul. I have even had moments my body lunges like a fist inside my body. so hear it is, a man goes to God for a wife, God gets insulted, tries to make the man gay, man finds his hearts desire has been mocked by the one who says he loves him, by giving him somthing he did not want or ask for.......
how does one forgive his gay God?Jesus?
2007-07-20 05:31:06 · 28 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
this is the only reason why I became kinda Jewish and started to doubt....and I serarched if God was real, one my main reasons for my seek.....the only way I can forgive God is if Jesus is not real, and the only reason I started to go gay, and he mocked my hearts desire, was because I was going to a devilish prophet, that does not provide and this was the only way to search out the true God.
2007-07-20 05:31:23 · update #1
I can not let go of Jesus for some strange reason...guess because, it was what I was brought up on, and all I know.
2007-07-20 05:32:24 · update #2
I am not gay you guys........ that is why I hate.
2007-07-20 05:37:51 · update #3
just because a mans soul has been bent...does not make the mans heart gay.....
2007-07-20 05:38:53 · update #4
blaspheming laptopJesus......that is all I am.....so much hate, over the mockery Jesus did to me........ how can a woman love me now, I say that to God all the time, if you make me gay, what is my hearts desire going to say....God turns me gay....I have not gone my own way....I just put my eyes on God, and laid down to sleep and curse.....
2007-07-20 05:57:52 · update #5
Wow !!! You can't let go of Jesus,,Because you know deep in your heart He is the answer,, If you are serious and really need help,, you need to find a Bible teaching pastor,, someone you can sit down with and talk about your feelings.. I believe you are in a true battle for your soul,, you need help from a Man of God that can show you the answers from the Bible.. Never give up on God,, He will never let ANYTHING take you from His Hand,,,
2007-07-20 05:45:44 · answer #1 · answered by dolphinchic 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
The problem here is not with God but within your own self. It is not God that needs forgiveness but you that needs forgiveness, You try to blame God for your own sins that you choose and if you are gay why do you complain about not finding a wife? Most women do NOT want a gay man for a husband. God gives only that which is good, maybe he had other plans for you, maybe his answer was for you to wait but you didn't you went off in your own way and what you say only make me think you have never ever known God. You are way off track from God and it is you that needs to get back to God not the other way around. God did not make you gay, being gay is a sexual perversion that some people give into by choice. You sin and blame God that is just lame.
2007-07-20 05:40:55 · answer #2 · answered by LaptopJesus 5 · 3⤊ 0⤋
Hey Dude, God doesn't need Ur Forgiveness!!! U NEED HIS!!! From the Very Beginning of Ur "Problem", God has been there for U as Scripture says; "While we were Yet Sinners, Christ Died for us"!!! And that happened even before U were Born!!! That being TRUE, U "Turned Ur Back on God", by Not "Preparing Urself" through Bible Doctrine taken in Daily, to be the "Right Man" for the "Right Woman" that God will Bring to U!!! U have No "Integrity Envelope" in which you have the "Capacity" for "Impersonal Love", much less "Personal Love"!!! U should be THANKING GOD FOR NOT GIVING U A WIFE CAUSE UR NOT READY!!! MARRIAGE IS NOT A PROBLEM SOLVING DEVICE!!! MARRIAGE IS A PROBLEM CREATING DEVICE IN MORE THAN ONE WAY!!! Do U want Ur "Marriage" to Fail because U "Thought" U were "Ready" Or that "She" "Thought" She was "Ready"??? Well Neither does GOD!!! As to Ur "Status" as having "Learned a Gay Lifestyle", only One Sin is Un-Forgivable, Not Accepting Christ!!! When U Accept Christ, U then have the Ability as a Believer Priest to go Directly to God for Forgiveness of Ur Sins!!! Homosexuality is no worse in Gods "Eyes" than Any other Sin!!! Sin is Sin!!! I suggest U get "Right" with God First, then start working on Scripture to find out how God wants U to be prepared Before He will send U a Woman who is Also Prepared Just for U!!! God Bless Ur Journey. John
2007-07-20 06:07:29 · answer #3 · answered by moosemose 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
God did not give you a wife because it was not time yet. Maybe the perfect wife is supposed to come along later. Maybe you aren't meant to get married. It is God's will, not ours, that comes first. And God has a perfectly good reason for everything. If God's will if for you not to get married, than you need to accept it, not turn gay and start bashing Him. There are many things that I have wanted but cannot have because I know it is not what God wants.
Pray to Him. Even if it's your rage. Tell Him your problems, tell Him what you want, tell Him what makes you angry. It will make you feel better, trust me. But you need to be willing to let Him work in you. You need to let Him have total control over your life. When you do, it will be the best thing that ever happened to you. Then you will be more than happy to do His will, no matter what it is. You don't need to forgive Him, He does no wrong. You need to ask His forgiveness.
My simple advice is, start praying. And reading the Bible couldn't hurt either. ;-)
2007-07-20 05:41:25 · answer #4 · answered by Alyssa 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
God doesn't need or ask for your forgiveness. It's you who needs to pray and ask for God to forgive you for blaming Him. He didn't cause you to not find a wife, and he certainly didn't make you become gay. If you are having these feelings, have you thought that it could be Satan planting these ideas in your mind to turn you against God?
Why are you in such a hurry to find a wife? God has a plan for everyone, and it's probably not the right time for you yet. You're still young. I prayed for God to give me a husband for a long time. I always believed He had someone for me. When I was 30 and wasn't even expecting it, God brought him into my life (through the internet, no less)! He was eventually baptized into Christ (his choice), and we've been married for over nine years. He's my soulmate, and I couldn't ask for a better husband.
You need to pray and keep your faith in God as strong as possible. Quit worrying about it so much, and it will happen. Feel free to e-mail me if you'd like to talk more. God bless.
2007-07-20 06:30:48 · answer #5 · answered by kaz716 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
First of all it says in the bible that God made man in his own image. Since God is not Gay he did not make you that way. Just because you didnt get your way does not mean that it is Gods fault. You need to have more faith that God knows what is best for you and maybe at the time you desired a wife it wasnt the best time for you even though you thought it was. To blame God is reducilous. Everytime things dont go the way people want they want to pass the blame on God. And they act like spoiled little bratts. Guess what God knows more than you and you need a spirutial spanking. Shame on you to think that God who says there is no place in heaven for homosexuals would Make you Gay. Get over yourself and relieze that the Devil came into your life and messed it up because you lack in faith and trust for the Lord. I recommed finding a good bible based chruch and talking to a pastor.
2007-07-20 05:37:45 · answer #6 · answered by Sassy 3 · 3⤊ 1⤋
I don't think you understand God. Throughout the bible, God is the one looking out for us. He is the one providing for us, loving us, and being there when we need Him. I think your issue is with the adversary, the devil. He has more power and strength than i think you give him credit for. If you allow negative thoughts into your mind, its the adversary that feeds on them.. and once you turn away from God, He has a very hard time helping you. Many people think that God wants bad things for us, that he is the one that puts bad into our lives.. but God is all good, God is light, God is love. He has NO negative, no hate, no darkness. Your issue is how do you get the devil out of your life now, and turn back to God. If you want to talk more about God and His love, go to theway.org. Good luck with this, and please stop blaming God for something He didn't do.
2007-07-20 05:39:23 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
In order to receive the desires of your heart one must
be pure..you must present your body as a living
sacrifice. God may not have answered your prayers but God goes on his time table..not yours. He may not come when u want him but he'll be there right on time. If you want God to keep you he will keep you. U just have to be willing & ready..it's never to late. it just takes patience, fasting & faith.
Don't listen to society just hold on to God's unchanging hand he still loves u...u have walked away from him but he has not walked away from u. god is with u till the end & forever more.
God never puts more on you than u can bear..u can fight this!!!!
2007-07-20 05:40:10 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
Besides asking God for a wife - what did you do to open yourself up for her to enter your life? God answers our prayers and if you look through eyes and a heart of faith, you'll see that answer when it arrives. Sometimes the answer takes longer than we want it to...again this is where we have to lean on our faith and leave our lives in God's hands. Talk to and pray to God - give God the opportunity and time he needs to answer your prayers.
2007-07-20 05:38:05 · answer #9 · answered by YankeeBelle 2 · 3⤊ 0⤋
Your problem has nothing to do with forgiving God. Your problem is you think you are entitled to things, in this case a wife. I don't know what caused this erroneous assumption, but you need to rid yourself of it immediately. No one is entitled to anything they don't earn themselves. God isn't going to set you up with Angelina Jolie because you pray for it. If life were that easy I would pray for a vacation house in Aspen and a Maybach.
The only God who provides material things on request is Hard Work.
2007-07-20 05:36:42 · answer #10 · answered by TheEconomist 4 · 2⤊ 1⤋