6 months ago I went through a bad phase. I was jealous of my lil bro, was mean to him, also joined some bad friends, did some wrong stuff like drinking and being disrespectful. My parents decided to punish me, thgough I was really sorry and apologized to them and to my bro. I was grounded for a month and this broke my spirit, not because of the punishment that wasn't so harsh but because I lost all trust I had in my parents love. They didn't forgive me though I was really sorry. My mom was kinda cold, angry and it took a while for her to come around and trust me again. Something broke inside me, I learned I'm not loved, now I'm scared, upset, even afraid of my parents, especially my mom. I'm a good girl who messed up, why couldnt my parents forgive me? Why did they have to let me so down and depressed? Ima a good student, won't get in trouble again, everyone says I'm a good girl, but my life is destroyed, I'm emotionally broken, can't even look at my parents without getting disturbed
2007-03-09
01:35:33
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Mariah
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