About 4 years ago I was 14 years old, I was druged and raped. During the 3 months when I didn't know I was pregant, I was in a abusive relationship, and was going through alot of stress and depression. Then when I found out I was pregant, I realize that I had to tell my parents this which was the hardest thing on the planet and my mother made me have the abortion because she made it seem like I was a bad f-ed up daughter, but i had a choice, to have the child and get kicked out of the house or have the abortion and still have a place to live. So i did the abortion. Now four years later, I'm still deeply depressed, i have surreal childhood memories of what she was going to be like and its killing me. I'm so scared to be in a relationship. I have tried many commiting suicide. I really neeed help? What can I do? Please?
2006-12-01
13:52:33
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An Angel Without Wings
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