Most of the time I either feel anxious, angry, or depressed. It seems like I think about suicide a thousand times a day. I am 17, will graduate in May, and I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. The thought of going to college and having to take tests and write essays makes me want to jump off of a cliff (I am being serious.) I quit my part time job of 8 months because it was driving me crazy, but I don't feel any better.
I have a hard time maintaining interpersonal relationships because I idolize people and then get bored with them and "toss them aside." My grades are okay but they are dropping because some days I just don't want to wake up and haul myself off to my god-forsaken high school.
I have also been feeling like I am "not real" about once a week for the past month or so. I feel like I am living in a dream or part of me is existing in some unknown realm. It is frightening because I can't connect with anything or anyone around me. What's my problem?
2006-12-02
14:55:32
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Jane D
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