I have felt depressed / 'down' for 6 years, ever since i got into a bad relationship with a 'bad boy' when i was 16. He used to threaten me, push me around, he almost raped me..
Alot of other stuff happened, and it has affected me.
I have no self esteem, i just hate myself and how weak i am.
My old doctors gave me 70mg i think it was, of efexor.
This was the most effective drug i was on.
Now i have a new doctor. I recently tried to kill myself, i self harm and i am literally a mass of scars. I burst out crying at the most inappropriate times and i cant explain why. One second i can be laughing, i feel hyper, i feel happy, then without warning i want to die & i can be harming myself.
My new doctors think i'm not depressed, as i 'seemed happym enough' when i went in. I'm not happy with this diagnosis, i wish i could put a name to what i have, ykno?
She has put me on 10mg of tabelts i cant remember the name but they are doing NOTHING.
I dont know what to do...
2006-10-04
13:02:37
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33 answers
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Lula Mae
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