I recently came off all my prescribed medications recently (against better advice) as I had a very bad reaction to Tramadol. I was taking Valium, Xanax, Prozac and various pain killers for my problems, but those are the main ones that I was taking. In the end, it was a constant barrage of all those, with Tramadol, and I'm not proud to admit, quite a bit of alcohol. I'm completely dry for over three weeks now. Quitting isn't the problem. The problem is the nightmares. I am remembering things that I have repressed from being five. I can't sleep during the night, as staying in deep sleep (REM) for too long really emotionally upsets me. I am literally waking up in the night crying.
So i look as if I am sleeping all the time; losing weight because I don't want to leave the bedroom, but I am just mostly talking to myself or staring at the wall, and half in and out of consciousness.I can't go on like this.I can't deal with the stuff my dad did to me growing up right now.Any advice?
2007-12-17
23:21:08
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pukkagent
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Mental Health