when i went to see a psychiatrist/counsellor/social worker person recently, i was nearly crying before i even went into the room, and almost as soon as i sat down i started crying. i feel like such an idiot. but i just get so scared and nervous around people i don't know, especially when they're going to kinda interview me, and about distressing topics. i was so worried, i didn't sleep well the night before. once again i cried through the whole thing and couldn't look at her. i'm worried it's making me look like i suffer worse depression than i actually do. yes, i get low enough to think of suicide, and i think about it a lot, but most of the time i seem ok, i'm reasonably 'happy' around my friends, i laugh a lot around my friends. i do enjoy some things. and although i get nervous around people, i don't normally get so nervous that i break down.
i'm worried that they'll think i'm worse than i am. what do i do?
2007-12-21
21:38:42
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pullthetrigger
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