I know this sounds mad, I can not cry. I mean a tear comes out by the wind in my face and when I go near onions. But when am sad and really down, I can not cry. When I was young, I got bulled a lot and cried all the time. But 7 years has gone bye and in those 7 years. My Nan has died, my grampar died and a lot of other sad thing has happened and not one sad tear. If fills like my sole is screaming at me, but still nothing. Do not get me rung, I am not an emo. I all ways have a smile on my face, laughs at things and do silly stuff. My friends and family think I’m happy and well. But i think I’m going to run out of happy juice and wind up as a mad man. Sometimes I think I’m a monster or something, I fell like I need to let out all my sadness in me and I do not know how. I’ve tried sad songs and movies. Do you think this is rung and do you think I’m a monster! I do not mind what you say; I just laugh it off…. Like all ways.
2007-10-17
10:22:09
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