I am about to turn 20 but between the ages 10 and 14 i was sexually abused by my step father. my mother never knew or turned a blind eye. He never raped me, but once or twice a week would proceed to give me a "back rub" that would end up in my pants. i never protested, never told anyone who could help, or did anything. i feel ashamed, mostly. my body responed even though i knew it was wrong. does that mean i liked it, therefor it wasnt really abuse? i also feel ashamed that it wasnt me who told, it was my sister. my mother didnt believe us when she found out. she thought it was some ploy to get our father and her back together. i dont really have a question, i would like to see comments or throughts or some sort of connection with other people like me.
2007-10-01
03:21:37
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