I have been cursed since birth. My biological mother was 11 yrs old when I was born and I was given up for adoption. I was raised in a family that was very intelligent but very abusive. I was raised in a all white town in Wi and being mixed it was impossible to make it, but I did. My life has been nothing but let downs and nothingless. The last 2 yrs I have lost my home, business, friends, family all due to the curse and severe depression. I can fight it with meds somedays but not now. I believe God has forsaken me at birth because there is so more to tell. I'm literally almost pennyless, jobless, and alone and suicidal.No one wants to help when I try to reach out. Being dead sounds so good some days but that is no the ultimate answer, so I hurt myself a lot and it the thoughts go away sometimes. I pray and ask God for help and I get nothing everytime.There is no answer except pain and suffering. there is no use for me in this life. I want to go away and be alone and succumb to it.
2007-10-01
19:04:17
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