i think i've got a weight obsession =[ and i need so advice about it?

Question

im 15 years old weigh around 120 to 125 i've ben obsessed
with my weight since i was at least 5 or 6. all i want to be is 100 lbs not so much to ask and this might sound weird and sound like i have a problem and im not saying i dont think i have a problem but i want to be skinny enough to see my ribs and hip bones.i love the way they look when i can see them. i haven't been eating a lot lateing like in the morning i'll be super hungry but wont eat till im not hungry anymore but then when i do i feeel so sick and discusting and i get light headed and by eat i mean like a pop tart or pretzels nothing big. i cant really tell my dad well i can but i dont want to eat and he'd probably make me...but should i try to talk to a doctor and see if i do have a problem or just leave it how it is?? i kinda just want to leave it and not eat anymore but if i get lightheaded enough i might call the doctor i just want to be 100lbs or maybe even less???

my weight is were it's suppose to be but i dont feel comfortable with it
everyone thinks im skinny but i dont think i am i think skinny is pretty and i practically chopped all my hair off like to my shoulders and i feel like i look like a man and it's making my want to be skinnier i'm like a tomboy and the only i think i can feel girlie is to be skinny

Answer 1

Binge and purge!!!

Answer 2

Anna, you need to start loving yourself as the person you are. Part of that will be by not binging on unhealthy food, and eating healthy foods: If you love yourself, you wouldn't want to put bad things into you body, now would you?

Care for yourself by drinking more water, and by eating more fresh fruit and vegetables, and even yogurt . . . You may see a change in the way you feel, mentally. It's really true when it's said: Garbage in, Garbage out. Nurture yourself, and you'll start to feel like a whole new Anna.

All my best to you . . .

Answer 3

First of all you can lose fat if create just a slight deficit in daily caloric intake. If you eat too little all you lose is your muscle, water weight, health and slow down metabolism.
Second and the most important - you have to talk to psyhchiatrist, ask for help!!! What you have is not about food -its about self image which is mental disorder (just like anorexia and bulimia are mental diseases). Talk to your dad about it. If you dont feel like you can talk to him - maybe try leaving this question on computer screen when you know is gona use it and hope he is curious enough to read what you wrote. Or talk to school nurse or social worker, teacher, friend - anybody.

Answer 4

check your body mass index. If your weight is in the range of your height and age, then you don't need to worry.

http://apps.nccd.cdc.gov/dnpabmi/Calculator.aspx