i have not had a drink since june 25, 2006. it had been a problem---(very continuous..)--problem........for about 5 years, since 21st b-day----until 26th in july. i have been taking (had now, for 13 days now)....antabuse---to keep me from relapsing, but, ran out, for only a day, and i havn't taken it since.. ive taken other meds for almost the same amout of years-----pshyc meds.....
i have a borderline personality, im bi-polar, recovering anoretic, alcohol issues (detox totals 3 in past 3 years), panic w/ agoraphobia, self-injury...............
i guess --- my point is.....i gave these things up to get better?? and i still feel like ***t everyday.....when is whatever worth ''it''??
no cutting or burnig for last 10 mo. too------
i think im afraid of disappointing everyone---because things were so bad for so long, that i'm going backwards again, and....thats all to be said , "all is lost" i dont know....please....any valid advice would be greatly appreciated:).
2007-03-20
20:51:11
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