Why aren't I happy? I'm already on Zoloft, I know it should be working, it's not. I'm miserable. I'm becoming self destructive. I want to hurt myself, not physically, but emotionally. I want to tell my husband I'm leaving, I want to have an affair just to make me feel better (don't worry, I know it won't), I tell myself I'm dumb, and ugly, I let myself associate with people I know will just hurt me. I have a Psych degree, you'd think I'd know better. I'm sitting here crying because I hate me, I hate my life. I want more, but more won't make me happy. I don't think anything will. What do I do? I've seriously considered suicide, but I have a daughter and I could never do that to her. She's the one light in my day. My husband tries, but I don't let him in.
2007-02-16
14:40:56
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