Sometimes I look at my daughter and my fiance with anger, because I feel trapt. I feel like there is noway out, and I can never escape from either of them. They are forever apart of me. We made this baby together, and my daughter is the other half of me. I love them both, dearly. But I'm terrified that I will never be happy, and life's to short to live like this. I'm sick and tired of being so sad. I hate waking up everyday knowing that I'm not going to accomplish anything. I can barely make it out of bed. I feed my daughter, give her a bath, and stress all day long, hoping, and waiting for her to take a nap so I can sleep. Even when I'm awake I can barely keep my eyes open, but I manage to get through the day and make sure my daughter is safe and gets all the attention she needs. I'm not a bad mother, I'm just a sad mom. I have intrusive I can't control, and they make me feel miserable, because I don't desire them or want them in my head. I feel like I'm out of control. What do I do
2007-01-11
19:48:57
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Renegade Rhianna
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Mental Health