yes ive been goin to swimming baths and gym for over a month now in an effort to get some confidence and help myself, you no small steps? but ive not been for about two weeks, mainly because i feel i have alot on my plate, with tryin to move out of the area im in. however i do feel intimidated by one of the life guards who works around the pool, he's over 6ft 2, muscular and has a shaved head, but he just walks around the pool acting like a real tough guy, and he stares at me sometimes, or if ive stopped swimmin and im taking a breather he walks and stands right in front of me so hes directly in my vision. not right up close, but to a vantage point where hes right in front, so i have to look another way, and he makes me feel intimidated, i dont no how to deal with the situation, and i try to carry on swimmin but he bothers me every time i go, because he's always walkin round the pool like a tough guy and starin in my direction, and i can feel my inner rage gettin ignited.
2006-07-28
07:02:33
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