I'm just finishing off my diploma in architecture, which is my first love. There's nothing else I'd want to do - nothing. But for the last year or so now, the workload has been getting me really down to a point where I know I'm really sad and even depressed - and it's making me ill. You can see it in my eyes, and my face is giving it away to family and friends, and it's hard for me to hide. I've seen a counsellor about this, and I thought I was over it, but I guess I'm not. The demons are still there, and I'm still hurting very much.
I'm smiling on the outside, but crying on the inside, and I'm a lost soul. Why is this? Is it that I'm realising at 24 what I'm losing out on lifewise? I really don't know what to do - my whole life seems to revolving around having to do this and that. I'm just lost. I have no one to talk to, tutors on my back - everything's a mess.
2006-07-16
11:59:40
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Yinhung
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Mental Health