ive been sat here today in my flat, which im trying to get out of because of the loud, shouting, banging, and antisocial behaviour with young youths in great numbers who live locally in other flats round and about. today theyve been shouting, congregating in large numbers. blasting out music, at club party levels. i already suffer from bad panic and anxiety attacks, racing thoughts, and inner anger which i struggle with. every noise i hear i jump anyway. and im nervous as hell. i feel like a wuss and a coward sat here in my flat. but im afraid to go out, in this environment incase i lose control. today all ive heard, is cars skidding, engines revving, youths shouting and behaving intimidatin, im sat in my crummy flat trying to focus on my future and the week ahead, and all i can hear is bangs, loud dance music that penatrates the flat walls and vibrates through my flat. theyve already threatened one neighbor of mine for askin them to turn down the music. so im not goin to try 2.
2006-07-16
11:38:43
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Mental Health